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Friday, December 16th, 2005
3:08 pm
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Thursday I turned goodoldabe in for spitting (3 points). In July I helped bottled_talents hide a body (-173 points). Last Friday I ruled Iran as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Wednesday I bought porn for ring1fellow9 (10 points). In March sacred_tears and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points).

Overall, I've been nice (551 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!

Sincerely,
tam_i_am

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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
1:49 am - stolen from john
tam_i_am's Halloween party:

anitapitabread dressed as a goblin.
babs24 dressed as Bette Midler's mother.
beckster1013 dressed as your sister.
brokendeities dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
clonofussiton dressed as a linebacker for the Falcons.
cut_me_up dressed as Wesley Crusher from "Star Trek".
cuttiegirly11 dressed as a walrus.
gcmorningstar dressed as Gisele Bundchen riding a cat.
i8polishchicken dressed as Heidi Klum.
makotokino dressed as a breast.
melvinthegreat dressed as the Archbishop of Orchard.
nonewwitticisms dressed as a Level 9 bard.
patsymcc dressed as Butt-head, though it looked more like the King of Mauritania.
phycologistcra dressed as a skeleton.
platnumfrosting dressed as a chicken.
qillertofu didn't dress up, spoilsport.
silent_reign dressed as James Garfield.
trackfield dressed as the Governor of New Jersey.
without_a_soul dressed as a 1960's hippie child.
xoxshortiexox18 gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as the Silver Power Ranger.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
1:26 am
guinness
You're a Pint of Guinness!


What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
3:47 pm
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.

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Blind Folds

92%

Chains/Handcuffs

67%

Bondage

58%

Biting

42%

Blood

33%

Whips

25%

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
5:20 pm
WARPED TOUR HERE WE COME BITCHES!!!! ME JOHN KEN AND BRI>>>FUCKING SHIT UP AND KILLIN PEOPLE!

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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
7:08 pm - Fire thing i found
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or lost for good.

I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns.

I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life.

I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with.

I wish you could understand how it feels to go to work in the morning after having spent most of the night, hot and soaking wet at a multiple alarm fire.

I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to an EMS call, "What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life-threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun?"

I wish you could be in the emergency room as a doctor pronounces dead the beautiful five-year old girl that I have been trying to save during the past 25 minutes. Who will never go on her first date or say the words, "I love you Mommy" again.

I wish you could know the frustration I feel in the cab of the engine or my personal vehicle, the driver with his foot pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging again and again at the air horn chain, as you fail to yield the right-of-way at an intersection or in traffic. When you need us however, your first comment upon our arrival will be, "It took you forever to get here!"

I wish you could know my thoughts as I help extricate a girl of teenage years from the remains of her automobile. "What if this was my sister, my girlfriend or a friend? What were her parents reaction going to be when they opened the door to find a police officer with hat in hand?"

I wish you could know how it feels to walk in the back door and greet my parents and family, not having the heart to tell them that I nearly did not come back from the last call.

I wish you could feel the hurt as people verbally, and sometimes physically, abuse us or belittle what I do, or as they express their attitudes of "It will never happen to me."

I wish you could realize the physical, emotional and mental drain or missed meals, lost sleep and forgone social activities, in addition to all the tragedy my eyes have seen.

I wish you could know the brotherhood and self-satisfaction of helping save a life or of preserving someone's property, or being able to be there in time of crisis, or creating order from total chaos.

I wish you could understand what it feels like to have a little boy tugging at your arm and asking, "Is Mommy okay?" Not even being able to look in his eyes without tears from your own and not knowing what to say. Or to have to hold back a long time friend who watches his buddy having rescue breathing done on him as they take him away in the ambulance. You know all along he did not have his seat belt on. A sensation that I have become too familiar with.

Unless you have lived with this kind of life, you will never truly understand or appreciate who I am, we are, or what our job really means to us...I wish you could though.

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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
1:51 pm
what wicked quote are you? by Wicked freak
name
quote"I dont cause commotions i am one"
song quote"'cuz everyone deserves a chance to fly"
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
8:22 pm
You scored as Classic Rock.. Classic Rock.

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Indie

79%

Classic Rock.

79%

Punk and Pop Punk.

75%

Hardcore

67%

Emo & More

63%

Ska

50%

Indie Rock

46%

Industrial

33%

Country

33%

Hip Hop and Rap

25%

Mainstream

25%

Britpop

21%

Music Recommendation
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
8:17 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! CUZ ITS MY BIRTHDAY BIOTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, February 7th, 2005
11:31 am
How common are tam_I_am's interests
Universal
concerts (117951)
dancing (287483)
drawing (198058)
friends (407649)
girls (111186)
love (241425)
movies (646304)
music (984539)
poetry (228789)
punk (104209)
reading (414936)
stars (131948)
swimming (198014)
talking (103907)
video games (129616)
writing (408837)
Popular
acting (98912)
beach (60424)
brand new (95446)
camping (67497)
dreams (72496)
family (76160)
fire (61183)
football (84027)
incubus (89472)
internet (86162)
life (63947)
money (69069)
partying (53356)
rock (93880)
sleep (85640)
star wars (50016)
tool (63159)
Common
alternative (21361)
blink182 (11576)
comedy (46859)
death (49562)
drama (40458)
ducks (10816)
ghosts (20970)
hate (20112)
imagination (12759)
magic (36058)
mtv (31897)
night (34876)
paintball (12404)
people (47077)
red (36993)
rent (18290)
rock climbing (13509)
science (30932)
sharpies (11555)
space (11680)
theater (30075)
wicca (31661)
Specialist
ben & jerry's (1205)
boy hits car (2004)
creed (8811)
danger (1591)
ems (1047)
fear (9753)
firefighting (1208)
future (2348)
goonies (3578)
house (6810)
human nature (1339)
hummers (1106)
huskies (1373)
ideas (3915)
innocence (4226)
karma (7515)
murder (6286)
newsies (3658)
parks (7711)
roller blading (5516)
saints (1272)
salem (1351)
spirits (5777)
stitch (1897)
thoughts (5686)
time (6782)
trouble (2132)
trucks (9412)
weird (2477)
wiccan (2970)
witches (9698)
wizards (5043)
woods (3108)
writing poetry (9866)
yoda (2191)
Unusual
agressive in-line skating (14)
bsa (159)
buddah (628)
duck tape (798)
emt (789)
falcons (741)
fire trucks (203)
go karts (486)
herman (103)
high adventure (47)
how (128)
human body (191)
inner child (165)
kris (455)
kyaking (448)
mike's hard lemonade (773)
modern rock (728)
murderers (360)
no fear (176)
no rules (95)
salomon (105)
search and rescue (169)
shacks (35)
sirens (746)
sra (25)
super heros (362)
sweedish fish (501)
wbru (146)
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where (122)
who (424)
why (658)
withces (23)
Rare
little ducks (5)
mike's hard ice tea (8)
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
1:53 pm
please tell me someone sees a common theme to the misery entries..mainly one person...are we seeing this? are we? coughReneecough

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1:05 pm
Lets see if the repition thing works folks...Cuz is psychology they say that using repition cant break through hysteria and also young children. and Obviously were dealing with a HUGH CHILD! Or at least someone with that mentality. So we got me and john. i tried to keep my entry as close to his with my twists just so we can get the point across.

for some reason i still dont think this will work...

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12:50 am
Howdie ho mother fuckers....

let the fun begin

Ok so lately things have been retarded...but neway quick recap...

went to see the grudge..it sucked

saw some bands with john bri and Kris, they were good minus Enrique and the muchachos

went to lazergate with buncha people and Keebs...

people starting more shit again...

lets zoom in on that last one...here we go...weeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiihh

So what to fuck man...Why is it that people have to go run their fucking mouths without knowing the whole story. ANd Please tell me why people get off on making peoples lives miserable. I mean fuck people were all adults or closed to it, why must we go and play high school games like, hey lets make shit up and blame it on people who didnt have a fucking clue and use people like a fleet of Chess pieces.. I for one and done...

This is my blatent open entry to all those fuckers.

Renee,
Cut the shit you little coniving bitch. WTF. really. is there really a reason you have to knock other people down to make yourself feel good. Guess what, no one cares anymore. run ur fucking wide mouth as much as you want. make shit up and ruin peoples reputations. Cuz no one cares. You are ruining ur life by cutting ties with people by being a bitch. God get it through your head I DONT LIKE YOU. I NOT GOING OUT WITH U! EVER!!!!! AND Y DAVE DOES IDK!!!! Ur hurting people left and right and its fucked up. and like birt im sick of it. blatently like him, dont fucking talk to me, go fuck urself really.

ok one down now lets see,

Cait,
Hun, your an awsome girl, plz dont become renee, trust me u dont wanna, and ur much better off as u, cuz u rock. and ur really cool but not if u follow in those steps

AND Dave,

Bro open ur fucking eyes plz man. that was a whole new level for u to stoop to. Man u r so pussy whipped, and man it aint even good pussy. Honestly dude now she has u hurting ur friends, UR BROTHERS!!! thats fucked. Bloods thicker than water dave. u know it. U need to start thinkin for urself and making up ur own mind and dont be afriad of wat might happen. Dude ur gettin played.


To the rest of u fuckers, BOYCOTT THE BULLSHIT, BOYCOTT RENEE! no but seriously stop fucking assuming shit and go to the source.

...............Go ahead run ur mouth bitch.

current mood: pissed off

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Friday, January 14th, 2005
10:27 am
You scored as Drama nerd.

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Drama nerd

94%

Punk/Rebel

81%

Ghetto gangsta

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Geek

25%

Stoner

25%

Loner

13%

Goth

13%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
11:29 pm - You might want to sit down for this, grab a beer, put your feet up, put some music on,ahh fuck it...
Ok so here comes the almighty recap of all recaps. Well maybe not of all but, ah whatever, shut up and listen. Please?

Jeez where to begin?

first off i finished my first semester of college. Honestly i dunno how i feel yet. I mean CCRI doesnt seem like a lot different from high school, except the night time classes and them lasting longer. And the random get up and leave when you want...wait i did that anyway...needless to say its been fun. I finally finished EMT school and I am almost a bonafide EMT, just gotta take the registry test, wish me luck.

hmm. So apparently I graduated from Saints but if you went to see Suessical you wouldnt think so. I was back doing the techie thing cuz my boyz got into some trouble with it all and well then i just didnt leave. the show was great and they did amazing. and Kris has a beautiful voice.

As for Kristen it has now been a little over a year for us. And its been great. That night i had a final exam for school, i finished quickly and went to her house. but she was still shopping. So I went to lil Jen's and showed her and Cassie the ring. Then I went and got Kris. I walked in with 2 dozen roses and a lil black lab that sings My Girl. I hugged her and kissed her. We put the flowers in water and went to my house, because it was raining and we couldnt go to La Sallette. We exchanged gifts. She gave me an awsome ring that says voluteer fire fighter on it, its gold and has a red stone. And I gave her a ring with two hearts on it with diamonds and rubies in it. We hugged and kissed and cuddled. and the night was perfect. just like her. Kris I love you so much this year has been awsome and so have you. I love you so much and look foward to spending the rest of my life with you.

Christmas was good, it started Christmas eve for me like it always does. Went and got Lilo and we hung out for a bit and exchanged gifts. She got me a cool necklace thats got dragons on it. its wicked cool. So we hung out then we went to get Kris. Brought her to my house, and we ate some food then we opened stockings. Then I broght lilo and Kris home and went back home and opened the rest of my stuff. so heres the list:

new ps2
lotr ps2 game
shrek2 dvd and party cd
lotr the return of the king extened dvd
pioneer cd player for my car
axe stuff
sweater
lots of movie tix
top gun dvd

i think thats it. yeah im pretty sure. ok so yeah

Christmas day...went to grandparents to eat. hung there for a little then went to get kris. We went to La Sallette to look at the lights. It was really fun and the lights were pretty. It was awsome. We got hot chocolate and walked around and kissed and it was just nice.
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after xmas

Went to the Seekonk grand prix arcade and beat kris at air hockey then she beat me.

New Years Eve...Went to lil Jens with Kris. First to Bri;s for her b-day. Kris played DDR for the first time. twas funny. John Mac showed up. Then we went to Jens.

@ Jens I have people there presents and we watched movies and played Halo2. "kill ken" lol.

We made milkshakes and drank sorta smoothies and watched the bal drop and drank gross sparkling grape juice. CIDAR IS BETTER BITCHES>>>!!!!!!!!!!!lol. then we settled down to sleep but didnt. I cuddled next to kris. around 530 people began to sleep. falling asleep next to Kris for the first time was like magic. it was just great. and waking up next to her was even better. As usual us guys made breakfast after me and Kens adventure to stop and shop. I DONT WANNA GO DADDY.lol.

On New Years went to my house to celebrate my dads b-day and hung out.

Tonight went with kris and her sister and her sis boyfriend and her sis friend to see DARKNESS> it was good not that scary tho.

then home agian. to cuddle and hang out.



THIS year has been great and I spent it with some great people. thanxs everybody.

Kris I love you, your awsome. muah. xoxox.....john ur still my bitch

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
3:36 pm
I hate him!

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Monday, December 6th, 2004
1:01 pm
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
2:26 am

How much of a Samurai are you?
Your First Name
Your Age
Your Favorite Color
Your Current Mood
You dwell in a Buddhist temple
Your weapon is a spear
You are feared
You are a master martial artist
Samurai Meter - 90%
You? A Samurai? FALSE
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Loves to eat their boogers bottled_wishes
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The kinky ho: stitchsbaby
The classy ho: stitch7117
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nice im the classy ho!!!!!!



You are Gandalf. And there is work to be done.
LJ Username
So, Master Gandalf, what is your new quest?
And whither do you wander?
I take it you will be taking halflings again?
And who, Master Gandalf, shall you take as a warrior to protect
Will your quest be successful? (8) - Outlook not so good. - (8)
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2:24 am

let's see:
your name
do you smoke?
do you drink?
stronger drugs?
your favourite activity
you are Such a character
you wish you were A gangster
you hope To get rich someday
people think you are Nice
intelligent people though, think you are Just lazy
but, really, you're just A good hearted thing
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current mood: bouncy

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
12:37 am

FLOGGING MOLLY

IS COMING TO PROVIDENCE ON SEPT 30, 2004 @ LUPOS AT THE STRAND.

TIX ARE ABOUT $20. NEONE WANNA GO WITH ME?

SO FAR ITS ME, DAVE, JOHN AND BRI...NEONE ELSE LEMME KNOW

DOORS @ 6ISH SHOW AT 9ISH.

 

NEW ALBUM OUT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



current mood: bouncy

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